Hello this is Jeline Chia. I live in Singapore. Love ARASHI and EXILE totally. Takahiro is so hot. Love kite-flying too! I play the cello and my cello name is Aiba, greatest wish is to own an ARASHI kite. I love hamsters too because they are as cute as me. Extreme drama fan, can't live without dramas. J-pop ftw totally! Not forgetting 6S'08 and 2H'10! RVSE is the love and 5th PSB stays in my heart. Loves to read newspapers but not storybooks. I have short hair but I'm not short heehee :D Pluto loves Jupiter!

I was in school for story challenge workshop today, and I received a message from Eileen that Feifei passed away.

Shocked? No.

I mean, I don't know how I should put my feelings in words. I already expected her to pass away, soon. Yesterday she was already behaving weirdly, and her body condition became worse. It was expected. Yet I still felt so sad.

I'm in a midst of a workshop, and the news came. And I really couldn't hold my tears back, though I tried. I didn't even get to see feifei for the last time. In the morning I was still trying to convince myself that feifei is alright, because she ate the sunflower I gave to her. I want to see her for the last time, I want to hold her for the last time. I miss her really badly now.

Goodbye, to my two dear hamsters.