Of course those feelings can't be express in words. The cage is still there, the pink dinosaur house, the food dish, the milk bottle house, the water bottle, the tunnel.... eveything is still the same, yet everything has changed.

I remembered when they first came, they were so jumpy, so hyper, and swallowing every sunflower seed they could see in the food dish. I remember how they quarelled, it was so noisy, but I missed those noises so much.

I won't cry. Frankly speaking I didn't cry as much as last time when Shoushou died. Perhaps I already knew this day was coming, I was prepared. I was really glad to hear that Feifei passed away peacefully. She passed away while sleeping, with still some sunflower seeds stuffed in her cheek pockets. 走了也好，身心不需要再忍受煎熬。Feifei is really the strongest hamster I've ever seen. She's so strong, so determined to live on.

Thanks to these two hamsters, who have brought to us so much laughter and joy.