Hello this is Jeline Chia. I live in Singapore. Love ARASHI and EXILE totally. Takahiro is so hot. Love kite-flying too! I play the cello and my cello name is Aiba, greatest wish is to own an ARASHI kite. I love hamsters too because they are as cute as me. Extreme drama fan, can't live without dramas. J-pop ftw totally! Not forgetting 6S'08 and 2H'10! RVSE is the love and 5th PSB stays in my heart. Loves to read newspapers but not storybooks. I have short hair but I'm not short heehee :D Pluto loves Jupiter!

“开心就好。”

Just now my mum came to talk to me about year3 subject combi. I told her I wanted to go bicul class. And she asked me a lot of questions. I got kinda annoyed and answered her in a very impatient manner. And at the end of our conversation, she told me “开心就好，不要因为功课而累坏自己。”Know what, I can actually sense the disappointment in her voice.

I realised how bad I am as a daughter. I shouldn't have answered my mum in that manner. Perhaps she was just concerning and simply caring about, but I'm ignorant of it. I always took my mum for granted. She's such a great mum, someone whom I wouldn't ask for. She's always more concern for my health than studies.

I'm sorry mummy. I am really sorry.

I need to work hard for eoys! Hope I can pull my GPA from 3.2 to 3.5. Hmm... sounds a bit impossible, BUT I WANT AN IMPROVEMENT! Or at least from B3 to A2 for LA. I don't want any B4s!!! Gahhhh! History and Science!! Okay I'm RATHER confident about physics but not for biology D: Seriously, toooooooo many to memorise.

JIAYOU JELINE YOU CAN DO IT!
FIND YOUR MOTIVATION BACK!

Jiamin, this is for you :) Cheer up woman ^^

Tomori dashita denshoku ga kon'ya wo
Mottomo rashiku kagayakaseteru
Koko ni icha ikenai youna ki ga shite
Sono mabayui toori wo sakeru

Yasashisa wo katate de uketotte wa
Mieru itami ni me wo sorashite
Kimi ga satta ima koko ni todoita
Kono chiisana hako

Musunda kokoro wo hodoitara
Tsutsumu kanashimi wo hagashi
Mietekita ima koso no kizuki
Sore wa kako kara no PRESENT

Atatakai shokuji to sono mukou de
Koboreru emi ni warai kaeshite
Ano hi yurameku akari ga terashita
Mirai ni watashi wa tatteiruno?

Mushibamareta sekai ni utsuru no wa
Kono RENZU ga yuganderu seikana?
Niramiau jibun wo hagurakasu
Okubyoumono wa dare?

Yaseteku kibou ga mada sukoshi
Hikari wo obiteirunara
Me no mae ni unmei wo hakobu sono te wa
Mirai wo kaeteyuku

Kowareta shiawase no hakari
Ittai nani ga tadashii?
"Sukui wa aruno?" tte sokorajyuukara
Hibikuyouna toki ni sube mo nakute
Mune kakimushitte
Soredemo hito wa mata sono te wo nobasu no deshou

Musunda kokoro wo hodoitara
Tsutsumu kanashimi wo hagashi
Mietekita ima koso no kizuki
Sore wa kako kara no PRESENT

Yaseteku kibou ga mada sukoshi
Hikari wo obiteirunara
Me no mae no unmei wo hakobu kono te wa
Mirai wo kaeteyuku

- Romaji lyrics for "Present" :)

JUJU is awesome man! Her songs are super nice, love her jazz kind of singing. "Present" is so nice! Very nice lyrics ^^ Haha got the christmas feeling! :D Go JUJU, looking forward to your new album!
(P.S. She will be covering Utada Hikaru's "First Love"! OMG 2 divas of my heart)

Tonight, I'm letting the
decorative lights solemnly shine
I feel like I have to be here
Avoiding that beautiful path

I took your kindness in one hand
And turned my eyes away from the visible pain
The present without you has reached here
In this small box

I'm unfastening my tied-down heart
I'm peeling off the enveloping sadness
The "now" I'm beginning to see
is a present from the past

On the opposite side of a warm meal
With a smirk, I smile back at you
The wavering light of that day shined
Am I standing in the future?

Are these warped lenses
making the world seem rotten?
You're running away from your own glares
Who is the coward?

My thinning hopes are still small
But if there's a trace of light
I'll grasp the fate before my eyes
And I'll change the future

What the hell is right
with the broken scales of happiness
There's no means in an era where
"Is there any help?" is echoed
Scratch your chest
And yet there might be people who will reach their hand out

I'm unfastening my tied-down heart
I'm peeling off the enveloping sadness
The "now" I'm beginning to see
is a present from the past

My thinning hopes are still small
But if there's a trace of light
I'll grasp the fate before my eyes
And I'll change the future

Throwing tantrums lately. Don't know why. I seemed to get pissed or upset easily.

或许我不是在发脾气，只是将我以前所忍下来的愤怒，一点一点的释放出来。

Indeed, I feel a little better after throwing each tantrums. I don't know how to describe that feeling, it's not the feeling of satisfaction. Somehow, it's the kind of feeling you get when something gets off your mind.

School tomorrow, facing the same people, same problems, will I be able to live life like the past?

A new week begins, with a new me.

"Playful Kiss" is damn funny luh!

Haha, I like the theme song! Ha Ni is damn cuteeeee! :D And they kissed! Haha I don't know how many times I must repeat that, but it's so sweet~ Next episode seems sad, Ha Ni leaving Seung Jo's house! ): But she will come back luh, haha, CONFIRM ONE. Because I watched the Taiwanese Version liao heehee ^^

BUT JELINE CHIA YOU GOT TO STOP WATCHING DRAMAS! EOYS ARE ROUND THE CORNER!!!

Yes control control...
But seriously the list of Fall Jdramas this year are tempting me. I think I'll start watching even before EOYs end. I did that for "My Girl" last year. XD

I feel damn accomplished today, did physics homework, need to familiarise myself with lenses. And I've memorised the 6 cases already! Hmm... you should never waste 21 minutes on the train :)

WATCHED "PLAYFUL KISS" YESTERDAY!!!

SeungJo and Ha Ni kissed in episode 6!!!!

YOU KNOW I TOTALLY WENT "KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA".

Sighs... 游于艺小品 is over. Suddenly feel very empty. Although mine is just a small role, but I've surely developed deep feelings with the other people.

Youyuyi reminds me of PSB somehow, tonight during Mid Autumn Festival Celebration. We do things together, especially when we stood in the middle and sang the song, wave our arms, cheered for one another. Although the skit was a little screwed, we all knew we put in a lot of effort. YOUYUYI FTW!

But of course you can't compare these two groups. They are so different, but the enthusiasm level IS THE SAME. Totally LOVE youyuyi tonight :D especially the 3 cheers! for HeLaoShi and ZhangLaoShi, they helped us soooooo much! especially mr ho :D

I realised that youyuyi is indeed tiring. But thinking of the days I stayed back till very late, I think that it is worthy. At least I can submit myself into a few hours of laughters. AND, that laughter is true, it comes from the bottom of my heart. And there's no ostracizing and backstabbing in youyuyi, everyone work hard for their goals.

3 cheers for everyone in youyuyi!

Collecting forms and money tmr D:
Hopefully things will go well...

Ok, I realised I have problems identifying people's faces. I can't believe I mistook Kah Kit for Mdm Choo (!) and a random year1 for Dominic.

TELL ME HOW EPIC I CAN BE!

世界就是如此黑暗。

你我都心知肚明，我们无法掌控每个人的思想。
他们选择放弃；他们选择背叛；他们选择排挤；他们选择冷落；难道你认为你可以掌控他们的一举一动，甚至思想吗？

口里说着一套，心里想着另一套。
每个人都有选择，人的决心比钻石来的硬。下了决心的事，使你要怎样都无法改变的。

我认为这不是我应该拥有的青春。难道十四岁的青春就要这样浪费掉？那我宁愿给狗吃，好过浪费在一堆谎言中。 我大声地向大家说：“我放弃。"

认了吧，人类，我们都是骗子。

Truly a masterpiece.
Reminds me of how beautiful life can be.

I'm in a lame mood now haha.

I want to:
- Fly kites everyday!
- Eat Hello Panda everyday *no it's not high in fats*
- GET GPA 3.5 PLEASE!
- Get into Bicul. class!
- Finish Sept Holidays homework D:
- FINISH DRAMAS ON MY MUST-WATCH LIST(WITH ABOUT 10 OF THEM)
- EXCEL IN CELLO!

- Have better friend relationships
- Be honest to myself
- Say sorry

Watching "Playful Kiss" with Eileen Chia yesterday.
LAUGHING LIKE NO TOMORROW LIKE THAT!

It's damn funny and lame luh. Especially the part when Oh Ha Ni (her name is so cute rofl) hallucinate and passed the baton to Baek Seung Jo! And when her sock dropped out of her _____. Haha, super lame :D

Hmm... but I prefer the taiwanese version for some reason. I prefer the settings, the cast, the storyline... haha perhaps I'm still not used the korean one. But the Korean house has a more homely feeling! Kyaaaaa.

BUT JOE CHENG AND ARIEL LIN FOR THE WIN OKAY?
they make one of the drama couple(perhaps real life couple? XD) I've ever seen in dramas.
Hmmm... looking forward to episode 4!


PEEL PEEL PEEL. THIS IS NOT LANG ARTS OR HISTORY, BUT MY CHAODA SKIN IS FINALLY PEELING OFF WOOTS!~ Painful luh of course, and I've never seen my skin in such pitiful state D: Spamming cream on my face now. Haha :D

HAHA I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED TODAY. I'VE FINISHED ALL SCIENCE WORKSHEETS!(not to mention the fact that I actually skipped a lot of questions) AWESOME MAN. YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE SCIENCE, ESPECIALLY HUMAN REPRO. GAH. Oh, and I've done a maths revision! awesome yay! ^^

I'M A HAPPY GIRL NOW BECAUSE I JUST CUT MY HAIR!
and I had sushi for lunch yay ^^

I think I'm totally spamming blogger hahahaha.
Can't help it, I'M SO BORED.
Wish to spam a few more blog post before I switch to Livejournal. Currently learning how to use LJ. I like the private settings ^^ But not easy to use, I SHALL LEARN.
But I'm too used to blogger -.- Haha.

Arashi's new single out today. Numbers were quite good. Actually it's kinda expected. Wonder how Arashi lives with all these expectations... GREAT JOB THOUGH! (Y)

"Sleep" by SID is niceeee! :D Kinda addicted to it lately. The main singer is quite shuai leh!

I've always slept At a distance so close I won't miss hearing Even the sound of your lips drying Even though I'd resolved to sleep after you today
It felt so cosy Wrapped up in you That I fell asleep first

Everytime I learn more about you I forget a part Of you I don't know
Such a romance with you calling all the shots
It's tough

Despite knowing There's no way I can possibly take the plunge And say goodbye
I'll hold you tight Just in case
Aware that you're incorrigibly sly I still drew close because Yes It was after I'd lost myself in you There's no turning back

The words You send me Are vivid lies and
replies i am accustomed to

Using those skilled fingertips of yours Are you again delighting Someone today And then
Saddening them
It hurts

Because the worst night ever Shall come and go
I too have a request to make Let us cling on
For that sake
May we last As long as possible I won't ask for
Anything beyond that Simply Afraid of seeing that troubled look on your face


I am far more untainted than you imagine

Although I am also more of a coward than you think What I currently know to be true
Is that, when laid before you All of the above
Hold no meaning


"Don't cry" Thusly spurred The tears that tumbled down
Merely hastened the end

Despite knowing There's no way I can possibly take the plunge And say goodbye
I'll hold you tight Just in case
Aware that you're incorrigibly sly I still drew close because Yes It was after I'd lost myself in you There's no turning back

As long as possible　　
I won't And can't　　
Ask for anything beyond that

So I slept

THIS IS REAL MADNESS.
DAMN ZAI!
Love the part from 2:40 to the end of this piece.
I think the 3 cellists are the side is really good. But not forgetting the other cellists, AND OF COURSE HISAISHI-SAN!
Joe Hisaishi is a maestro, his pieces are wonderful.
And I hope I can play the cello this well!
Kinda impossible eh?

Ok, I removed the COOLING MASK, and it certainly feels better. Aww... I'm surviving with the burnt skin. I think it's gonna peel soon. It should be better when school starts.
I want to cut my hair, but I think the hairdresser will be in shock when he sees my face LOL. Nonetheless, I'm going to play badminton with sister tmr! YAY! Can't wait haha.

I can't wait for sister's cooling mask. For the first time I wanted to do a mask. GAH MY FACE IS BURNING.

TODAY WAS SUCH AN AWESOME DAY!!! Class Outing at Marina Barrage, I bet everyone got sunburned. But it was still fun! :D Soccer is awesome. XD

Today I had my WORST and BEST.
WORST SUNBURN EVER. I've never been so red and itchy. And sunburn totally hurts D: Awww... poor skin, you got to blame your owner for being too lazy to put on sunblock(oh well, does it even help?) Currently using some cold remedy to ease the pain.

BUT TODAY WAS THE BEST CLASS OUTING EVER!!!! Attendance was really good, in fact better than last year. Moreover the weather was good, SUNNY and windy. Not like last year, the weather was totally SCREWED. Can you imagine a SUDDEN DOWNPOUR during the middle of a skyride. Nothing can be worse than that LOL. And everyone is so bonded haha. I LOVE THE FOOD AND THE KITES AND THE GAMES AND THE TRUTH OR DARE SESSION!

Okay... Let me start the post.
I flew kites, but it was damn fail haha, don't know what's wrong with me :O. Haha, the class was very bonded when we tried to save Zijun's kite! YAY! ^^V

ATE FOOD BROUGHT BY PEOPLE HAHAHAHA AWESOME!

Afterthat played Monkey and SOCCER. SOCCER IS SO DAMN AWESOME! I CAN ACTUALLY KICK THE BALL WOW. Haha and I scored a goal YAY.

Okay, then we played elope. Yah it was indeed fun! :D It's fun to sabo people when you're the one getting sabo IT'S NOT FUN. Especially the forfeit. Sighs... so embarrassing D:

Afterthat we played "Truth or Dare". Damn EPIC. Haha we keep desiaoing the red shirt guy from the other group of students(from Yuhua, I think?) Zhiwei's dare is EPIC. Shout to the sea "I LOVE insert name here" Haha, and he became a happy boy^^ Then after that the other group also started playing Truth or Dare, and they came back and desiao us!!! HAHA.

TOOK CLASS PHOTO!♥

After that we tidied up and our day at Marina Barrage ended like this ): FUN STILL!

Okay, we took the train and headed to where we wanted to have dinner. ZIJUN IS EPIC. She went into the train, thinking that no one is there, and she shouted, "这里是我们的地盘!" DAMN DIAO. Haha. So embarrassing. After that, Yujing, Huazheng, Eugene, Jiajian, Roy, Xiwen, Zijun, Yixin and Jiamin went for dinner. We were deciding where to go for dinner(between Burger King and MOS Burger). Because everyone was neutral haha, then they said "I think Burger King's seats look more comfortable." And we went and found out that actually there's no difference.

BUT DINNER WAS DAMN NICE. Super funny conversations. Desiaoing Eugene with the person with the same surname as him and his tuitionmate. ROFL @ the tuition chalet thing. HAHA. Yujing and Huazheng are complaining about tomorrow's bball training haha(first time Huazheng talked so much haha XD). Xiwen and Jiamin so quiet :X Yixin being so lame -.- Desiaoing Jiajian with insert name here and Roy with his skin tone. Oh we were talking about skin tone and don't know what got Huazheng so agitated, he suddenly pointed at Xiwen and said "她不是比我黑!" And everyone burst into laughter. Oh, Huazheng, that's being soooooo direct to a girl.

Talked about random stuffs, like how we behaved in P1(?!) and our impressions of one another during Y1 orientation. Yeah thanks I know I was being very crazy during Y1 orientation, that craziness probably last me for 2 months only LOL. Ahhhh~ I miss the old campus. Haha, then started talking about soccer. Haha TIGER WOODS. Oh ya, Burger King Chocolate sundae is nice! The ice-cream is very soft, everyone should try it :)

After dinner took train home. Funny sia, Yujing and the wedding dress. Sorry Yixin for not finishing the apple pies, but there were too many of them :X And thanks to Roy for the trip to the void deck. The walkway is rather scary today D: Gah I'm scared of stalkers, next time I should walk the playground instead.

THANK YOU 2H FOR MAKING THE DAY SO GREAT. LOVE YOU GUYS TO THE VERY VERY MAX! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING :DDD

back to top?

Arashi Love Rainbow PV out!

Hmm... I thought it was rather disappointing. I don't like the CG effects. But I thought they all look great in the PV. Nino aged a bit, BUT THAT'S A GOOD THING LOL. I like Aiba's clothes ^^

Actually I thought what some of the fans said were correct. I think Johnny's are putting lesser into Arashi's work, because they knew it would definitely sell. Sighs... sad. But overall it's still ok. I was hoping for the "Troublemaker" kind of PVs. Haha, I love Troublemaker!! So awesome the song :D And it seemed like I can never get tired of the song. Heehee.

Stop torturing her, really. Stop torturing FeiFei. She's just a hamster, why let her suffer so much?

A crippled leg is enough, why let her go through the pain of infections?

She's scratching herself like how ShouShou did before she passed away. I afraid now, truly afraid. I don't want FeiFei to leave me, yet I don't want her to suffer all those pain. It really breaks my heart to see her in this state. She aged so much. And she became so skinny, she lost so much weight, she's not like FeiFei anymore. The hamster who is so calm, so peaceful, so slow, and enjoying life at her own pace. She must be worrying how is she going to survive the next day. Her face is full of worries. She can't even eat properly. She's just a hamster.

Yes, she's just a hamster, who wants to survive all the pain. Her heart is beating vigorously in her tiny body to survive every second. But she didn't give up in life. I have no rights to give up in life, if not I'll be no better than a hamster.

Live on FeiFei, Mummy is here to support you.

Guess HSK should be alright.
Please don't ask me why I am so upset today, because I don't even know the reason myself.

And

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE!

Thanks for the ride to school today! Stay cute and happy forever :D

I took 198 home today, had a rather good sleep on the bus. You know, the bus ride is 1h+ ... and obviously I had a great sleep, but I had a numb arm after the sleep because I was trying to balance my head on my arm -.- Went to the library and borrowed 4 books, doubt I can finish it.

Minister Mentor coming to Redhill later, and downstairs is spamming 爱国歌曲 now.

"Playful Kiss"seemed really nice.

Heehee, I love the Taiwanese version so much that I'm going to watch the Korean one XD
Haha, the Japanese version one is damn jing1 dian3. But I still watched it. XD Naoki is damn cuteeeee! I wanna watch the Korean one!
BUT I'LL WATCH IT AFTER EOYS.

NOW: dramas after eoys.
AFTER EOYS: SPAM DRAMAS LIKE SIAO

I wonder how I can get an epic cut on my knee when I knock against the sofa edge, when it is not sharp at all.

"Perhaps things will get better in the future"

Yeah, PERHAPS. That was just an assumption.
You'll never know.

Really in love with column articles lately.
Chinese one luh...
Haha, they are really meaningful. They are often the parts that you will miss out in a newspaper or magazine, but once you read, it becomes an addiction. Through words, it teaches you the meaning of life.
Lately started reading newspaper, not to please my mum but I thought it's time for me to brush up my reading and writing skills.

Hate thursday because I have to wash a lot of clothes -.- And I have to scrub off the stains on my home econs like some crazy woman in the bathroom. GAH.

Everytime on Friday, we would say "TGIF". Yeah and from tomorrow onwards I would say "TGIH(Thank God It's Holiday)" I NEED TO SLEEP LUH! Gah, it seemed like I can never have enough sleep. I'm a PIG LOL. Hahaa.

Haha Malay tomorrow, can watch video! Yippee!~

Today was a rather unlucky day. Wei Fan cut his leg during home econs, seemed really serious. His face totally went pale. Hope he recovers soon. Oh well, this term seemed to be a really bad term for him. Hope nothing will bring him down.
I went home and found out that eileen chia was injured. Cannot laugh at because I'll have KARMA. Lol that's what she said. Anyway, do hope that both get well soon! ^^

Arashi Boku no Miteiru no Fuukei Album is selling really well! Breaking one million soon! Go Go Arashi! Arashi Arashi FOR DREAM~

Today's lunch with friends was awesome haha, Camwhorred again! And my facebook photos successfully broke the 600th mark ^^

Okay this is a random post but I've reported whatever I want to report.

I'm afraid of stalkers now, as in REAL LIFE STALKERS THAT STALKS YOU HOME.