Hello this is Jeline Chia. I live in Singapore. Love ARASHI and EXILE totally. Takahiro is so hot. Love kite-flying too! I play the cello and my cello name is Aiba, greatest wish is to own an ARASHI kite. I love hamsters too because they are as cute as me. Extreme drama fan, can't live without dramas. J-pop ftw totally! Not forgetting 6S'08 and 2H'10! RVSE is the love and 5th PSB stays in my heart. Loves to read newspapers but not storybooks. I have short hair but I'm not short heehee :D Pluto loves Jupiter!

No facebook = No life.
Gah. Facebook got some problems now, can't seemed to connect. Bleh :X

Anyway,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

A day dedicated to all the teachers :D Enjoy your day ^^

ACES Day was screwed. I'm pissed, very pissed. So pissed that I actually shouted. Come on, Eugene is there shouting his lungs out and nobody actually appreciates. WHAT? If you think it's so easy then you facilitate the thing, and you see if people would want to listen to you or not. And thanks to you all my mood was bad throughout the day.
GAH.

Okay, went back to ZPS, saw Le Qi, Lai Heng and Jackson outside the school gate. JACKSON CHANGED SO MUCH, you know he's like 176cm now?! And his voice is .... haha gay. Talked about lots of stuffs and Kimberly came!! Then after joined others for lunch. Some of them didn't go back to ZPS. Haha, i think it's very fun! Ruey Yiing become 靓仔 liao haha. Everybody changed so much! And Hayley ate a lot, MORE THAN ME OK! Haha. Talking to Mrs Ganes rocks, SHE. IS. SO. SARCASTIC. HAHAHA. Mrs Yew was being very friendly hahahaha. And Benjamin with his actions XD Aiyoooooo... Nikthyan never join us earlier. Haha, after that bought bubbletea with Patricia and Hayley. Haha talked about the stalker. XD Damn funny, and Pat seemed so troubled by that hahahahaha.

Today was a great day ^^ with 6S peeps... gahhh i miss primary school

By the way,

IRYU THRID SEASON IS CONFIRMED

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

I CAN'T HOLD MY EXCITEMENT NOW!!!

Kato sensei will be back in the thrid season!! And you can Teppei in his specs again hahahaha! And Asada sensei's arm muscle!!

BUT WHERE'S MIKI?!?!?!?!?!?!

Hihi. If you all have the time, please read 《自污》by 李邪 on I weekly, page 124. The latest issue. It is very well written in my opinion. It really makes you reflect. I think lately I'm in love with column articles, they are great! I wonder if I can write that well... sighs...

Hi people! :D

I WENT TO UNIVERSAL STUDIO YESTERDAY OMGGGGGGGG.

But it was at night, so nothing much to see. Hope I can visit there again ^^
Quite interesting luh, heehee, the hershey chocolate bar and the $51 popcorn. The popcorn is damn ex luh, but it's very nice!~

Physics rocks ttm! :D Mr Chan cut his hair!!! Haha, I think I'm obsessed with him now, his lessons are so entertaining!!!

"Must remember to draw the dot dot(dotted) line arh."

You don't know how hard I laughed during his lesson. Hahahaha :D

After school stayed back to do Teachers' Day present. Haha Roy the "gold digger",and we were basically spamming paint in the project room. Sixin is soooooooo hilarious!
Looking forward to tomorrow's teachers' day celebration! Hantam bola(I think a lot of epic incidents will happen^^) + meeting up with primary school friends! Yay!! ^^

I'm very scared now. Why am I so stupid and gullible?! Argh!!
"Don't mess with Redhill uncles."

I don't know how I came across this video. But it was truly awesome.

JOE HISAISHI.

He's a genius. This piece was so good that it really gave me goosebumps.
You can feel it, music that comes from the heart.

back to top?

Watched "Step Up" with Yijia today. IT WAS SO AWESOME! The movie was great. :D Typical movie of youngsters pursuing dreams, yet it was impactful. Truly meaningful movie. It's more than just dancing. I love the documentary parts when they were interviewed. Very special and unique. Truly great movie! Please watch!

不顾反对，勇于追求自己的梦想。
当全世界走出你的世界，你绝不能放弃。
每一个舞步，都足以改变世界。
为目标而放弃理想，值得吗？



I'm so inspired to watch "Dance! Subaru" now... Effect of "Step Up" :D

Actually I think the quotes at the back of "I weekly" is very meaningful. Some are meant to be sarcastic. XD One quote actually tells you the life of this celebrity, whether he/she is famous or not.

"Please Stay With Me" by YUI is nice! (Y) Very calm melody, yet expressing a strong emotion.
I think it's the insert song for Natsuniji. ^^
Actually YUI's songs are quite nice.
Sighs... I don't have time to watch Natsuniji!!!


Will you stay by my side? Quietly though a crack, the passion (disappears)
Always become unable to recognize the calm before the storm

Again and again (I) gather the little fragments of love
Piling them up piece by piece

I just simply long to see you,
and my tears overflow so much because of this… my love
(My) sighs spill out and float up into the night sky
Please Stay With Me

Though I am enduring it, please don’t ever treat me coldly
because words will one day become reality

The first thing, second thing that will not end as just a dream that cannot hear pride or talent,
please reveal it to me

If I say I want to meet you, will it cause (you) pain again?
Even though my tears overflow (because of you)… my love
While we pass each other by, you become more dear to me
Please Stay With Me

I want to know more
I want to hear your voice
I start wanting to cry and feel lost
I am weak aren’t I?

I just simply long to see you
and my tears overflow so much because of this… my love
(My) sighs spill out and float up into the night sky
Please Stay With Me

If I say I want to meet you, will it cause (you) pain again?
Even though my tears overflow, my love
While we pass each other by, you become more dear to me
Please Stay With Me

I'm seriously tired now. Tomorrow got AGM. Need to wake up very early. So the chicken essence + latte + 泡参茶 lose effect. And I was so awake yesterday.

Kai Wen was damn funny in the morning. Shan't elaborate. And the toilet thing is simply hilarious. Her CCA mates are superrrrr funny!

Flunked physics today :/ Malay was EPIC! HAHAHA. Zen is hilarious :D We were supposed to translate the sentence, and he gave an epic answer.
"What is your name? = Ow Zheng Kuan"

ULTIMATE EPICNESS

Ok, CCA. Sit at the first stand. Suddenly thought I played very softly because Pauline and Xinni played very loudly -.- In the end pressed the string too hard that some weird weird sound came out. And I hate my A-string D: Haha, I thought I played better after the seniors left. Simin was playing cello very loudly, so I somehow played loudly too. Haha. Got the new piece and it SEEMED to be quite easy. I was wondering how you play the treble clef on the cello. Thank god Simin was there to guide me haha.

Elin's violin neck broke because a stand fell on her violin. But she was quite happy since she say she could then get a new violin. Haha :D

Yeah, I probably typed that blog post when I felt angry. 人在生气的时候是最不理智的。而我，不是没有脾气的人。

Ahhh, I can't tahan liao, I need to sleep!

Something is wrong with mixpod. Cannot play songs... But do listen to "Honto wa ne" by Okumura Hatsune! It's very nice! :D

Physics suddenly rocks.
But I doubt the test tomorrow will rock.
Gah D:

I'M SO NOT IN LOVE WITH SCIENCE.

I got to thank Eugene for this.
First time, I felt so happy because of a word of gratitude.
It was so sincere, so true.

There are times when you feel like you're a loser. And at that point of time, when you're praised, that feeling is overwhelming. Trust me.

I never expected Eugene to say this sentence. But you know, it really made a great difference to me. Yes, I might have failed in a lot of things. But there are still things which I've excelled in. A simple "thank you" made me realise how important I am to others.

I don't know if what I said today made any sense to 2H. At least, those words are from the from the bottom of my heart. For the first time I don't feel any uneasiness in the class, first time I felt that everyone was listening to me.

2H is really an awesome class. We are not flawless. We do hand in forms and assignments late. We make mistakes like other people do. But we're a class. Even though sometimes discussions don't go smoothly, we did discuss as a class. We're not a bad class. We have our very own "好", we have a lot of hilarious jokes. We do have conflicts, we do have fights. However, if it wasn't for all these, would we grow up? Would we mature?

I sincerely hoped that everyone in the class will be proud to be in 2H. As for me, I feel very very proud to the class chairperson of 2H. It's tedious, so? Frankly speaking, I don't expect a wonderful gift or what, a "thank you" is enough for me. It totally boosted my confidence to strive harder.

APPRECIATE. That's the word. Thanks 2H, for making my day. Thanks for making me laugh and smile from the bottom of my heart again. And I'm really looking forward to the hantam ball session!

我为我自己而感到骄傲。因为我是我，我有我的想法，我有我的立场，我有我的态度，我有我的骄傲。我为我所得面对的挑战说声谢谢。

I didn't I didn't I didn't.
Get the facts right first before you scold others. Because you won't know how hurtful it is.
If you can why can't I?
I had enough.
I'll rather kill myself than dying in all these complications.
Don' bother, don't bother, don't bother.
That's all we say.
But, is it so easy?

Let me off.
I don't feel safe.
I don't feel secured.
I don't trust.
I don't believe.

I'm really very tired.
If only life could be easier.

There are times that I've to make my stand too right?
I can't possibly always be in the middle.
Sorry if I've hurt anyone, but do you all know, I feel hurt too?

那是人的自卫表现，是与生俱来的。我们懂得用言语来维护自己的立场，却不懂得用行动来证明我们的想法。
所以说，不要对所有事务抱有太大的期望，因为失望只会越大。
我决定了，从今天起，我不再相信任何人。我宁可自己把所有的感触憋在心里也不愿把他说出。

世上没有所谓的绝对，他只会带给我们一次又一次的失望。
我好愚蠢，我是个傻瓜。我不懂得处理自己的感情问题，却也同时要帮其他人解决。
我很笨。

为什么人与人之间不能用单纯的心态来面对事情呢？
人与人之间的羁绊越来越密切，只会让彼此更加伤害。

我受够了。
再见世界。

Sometimes, it's difficult being in the middle, and I wonder why I always am.
I lead a sad life, how sad.
Sometimes I wished I could just take my stand.
By the time I realise, it's too late.
I'm just too insensitive. I naively believe that everything will stay the same, and everything is tolerable. No matter how much it hurts me, I can accept it. To the point that I hurt myself, without even me knowing it.

This is not like me at all. Even Yijia said so. I wished I could laugh from the bottom of my heart again.

I'm tired, very tired. I don't know. In the past, no matter how tired I am, I can still cope and carry on with life. But now I'm really tired, I want to sleep, and more importantly, I want someone who really understands me and willing to listen to me.

I feel disappointed, in so many things, in life, in people. Times when I feel most disappointed is when others don't appreciate. Appreciate, appreciate, appreciate... how many times have I been repeating this word?Very very tired. And somehow I've already lost trust in a lot of things. Thing is, I don't even believe in myself. Nothing stays eternally.

Why am I so naive?

Yes, I suck, and this is the first time I've ever felt so pessimistic.
I want to cry :/

Because in life, there will always be some very very embarrassing moments.
Yeah, you know, I almost walked into the male toilet just now -.-
I was still wondering why men were walking out of the toilet. Sighs... this is really embarrassing.

And Sarah and Jackson totally spammed my facebook.
"Eh she say she stalk you and I stalk her so in the end we all stalking you haha." -.- That's what he said. Yeah, stalking is fun but it's not when you're the one being stalked.... Haha. Random people mix well together ^^

I'm getting really troubled over a few things lately D: Gahhhhh..

This looks so cool!! Haha, Naka Riisa resembles Nino, A LOT. She's like Nino with long hair haha. AND NARIMIYA HIROKI IS SOOOOO HOT, Kanata Hongo is sooooo cute, but I prefer him in Seigi no Mikata. ♥


Another ♥ drama. And I'm about to finish it! Awesome drama! Love Makiko. Even though she's very evil in the drama, she's damn hilarious! Espcially when she stares! Haha :D And Riku is so cute! Youko is funny too ^^

Ahhh... lately I feel like watching some romance genre Jdrama, they aren't that bad afterall :D But I still prefer Jdrama of other genre. Heheh. I can't wait for Fall dramas this year!!! Iryu 3.... still not confirmed yet. Hoping hard that it would be true. I want Asada Sensei!!

Oh and my nose still hurts, but at least my eye is not swollen anymore. Haha, sisters went Hong Kong. So lonely at night. Haha, OMG I WANT TO WATCH ANOTHER EPISODE OF SEIGI NO MIKATA!!!

This song is sooooooooo awesome.
Theme song of "Seigi no Mikata" - Honto wa ne
The meaning of the song is surprisingly, true.
And describes the same feeling I'm currently going through.

"Its okay" is a pleasing phrase
Then I became a liar

"Im strong" you said
Unfinished MAIL
I cant say

Forced expectations
Justice seems that we are saviors
White or black, I dont know
A vague and mean world

"Its okay" is a pleasing phrase
Then I became a liar

Everytime I hear "are you all right?"
I always forget how to smile
While I wonder myself
The truth is im pretending to be strong

For whom I stay to be here?
Its like im disappearing here
I hate
Those words, I don't need them
Who is my savior?
A kind and mean world

"Its okay" is a pleasing phrase
Because Im afraid to be hurt, I became a liar
Then I forgot how to be hurt

"Its okay" is a pleasing phrase
Then I became a liar
Everytime I hear "are you all right?"
I always forget how to smile
While I wonder myself
The truth is im pretending to be strong

Yes, in fact everyone is the same, everyone is a liar. What makes us different is our reason for lying.

I think I should state my stand.

Initially I was neutral, because I thought I could see change in you. But somehow you have proven me wrong. You're back to normal, or perhaps even worse than before?

Oh come on, both of you are only 14 years old. You're not that childish anymore, neither are you that mature. I thought the champs talk could change you. But, I was wrong.

Saying this because I still treat the both of you as friends, really good friends. I'm not trying to separate the two of you, you two have a choice, I can't stop you from making decisions, because I don't know if I'm correct or not. Frankly speaking, I don't support this kind of relationship.

Like I've said, I don't know if you will sense anything after this blog post. This is my second blog post on this already. There's a need for you two to know our feelings. I still treat you two as friends.

Yes, we feel disgusted.

Guess I'm back to busy life. GAH. Won't be posting often.

I don't give a damn anymore. If you want to continue daoing me just do so. It's not like I didn't try or what, and I'm sick and tired of putting a mask in front of you and trying to please you. And I've already apologised, right from the start. I'm not a toy or what. Make you happy? Make you sad? Frankly speaking, I don't care anymore, and I don't wish to care. It's your choice and of course, it's also my choice. I choose to give up. Whatever, I've other things to worry about, I couldn't possibly think of how to please you all the time. This is my choice, I don't know if it is wrong or not, it's my choice. You want to act emo, or is it that you're real emo I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. I'm tired of trying to fix this problem. And you chose to talk to me at the wrong time, when I'm busy with all the stuffs. I shall not feel depressed then. I'm really very tired. I already told you I'm an insensitiv person, is either you tell me face-to-face or you don't tell me at all. I've waited, for a long time, and I can't figure out my problem. I guessed I've waited for a long time. I hate the way you've changed, the way you daoed my sms, the way you speak to me. AND I TELL YOU I'M NOT AFRAID OF POSTING THIS BECAUSE I WANT TO LET YOU SEE. It's my choice but

You made the choice first.
Don't expect me to say sorry again.
NEVER.

I WANT TO WATCH "SEIGI NO MIKATA"!!!

It looks sooooooooooo interesting and lame. XP
And MUKAI IS SO DAMN BLOODY HOT.
Yamada Yu is damn tallllllllllllllll~
Shida Mirai is cute with her short hair ^^
Hongo Kanata is damn SKINNY AND TALL.

I WANT TO WATCH!!!
but I have no time.
Weekend bah. But weekend is reserved for AHOMIYA~

HAHA I DON'T CARE I'M GOING TO FIND SOME TIME AND WATCH.



SO SWEET~ ♥



HAHA THE DEMON. XD

At least my smile is genuine.

Watched YOG opening ceremony. I think it was great, all the effects, performances, and most importantly the effort put in for this event. According to facebook, I don't know so many people say it's not nice. Seriously, if you don't like the performance, just scram and switch to another channel. Commenting on flag-bearers who walked the wrong direction... story behind performances is stupid... what the hell is your problem? It's as if you don't make any mistakes in your life. How much do you know about all the effort put in? Complain complain and complain... Is that all you can do? You have doubts with their abilities? Then you try organising the whole thing.

So damn pissed off because of unappreciative and immature people on facebook. GAH.

I think the performance was really great, and I feel so proud of Singapore! Go team Singapore! :D And there was this part where they featured the youth orchestra, the angmoh cellist they zoomed in was really (Y)!! And his vibrato is damn zai lorh :X reminds me of how "great" I am... Sighs.. And I think the YOG theme song is superrrr nice! :DDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR FEIFEI!

Yay ^^ 2 years old lerh! Must continue to live to 3 years old haha :D Currently in an awesome mood because it's feifei's birthday :) I love feifei, and of course shoushou.

To Shoushou:
Mummy will still celebrates your birthday, because you're part of my memory, forever and ever.

At the same time, Yixian please get well soon ^^ Drink more water and rest well haha :D

Today was fun :D
yet i felt disappointed in the class...
ZIJUN IS DAMN EPIC LUH! I don't know how she started the dettol thing. But it was SO DAMN FUNNY! Got different versions somemore. Haha, no wonder she's from youyuyi. XD

Haha, camwhored until my phone's battery went dead :X

Tomorrow is my hamsters' birthday! Sadly shoushou isn't here to celebrate with us anymore ): Nonetheless tomorrow will be a special day for feifei! Feifei will be 2 year old soon! ^^ Yippee!~

人是会随着时间改变的。事实证明了一切。

是啊，什么都会变。我也变了。但我绝不是为了要讨好或迁就别人而改变，我还是我，那个已经改变了的我。

岁月流逝，我们还有多少时间弥补过错，多少时间珍惜我们所拥有的一切？

我们是青少年。我们开心；我们欢喜；我们兴奋；我们喜悦；我们伤心；我们失望；我们后悔；我们生气；我们愤怒；我们不满；我们改变。各种滋味一齐涌上心头。是，我们是青少年，该怎么面对这些情绪，我们毫无头绪。

我们懵懵懂懂，糊里糊涂地认为，我们什么都了解。

其实不然。

我们都太年轻，太年轻。

Oh well, it's not the first time I felt this kind of disappointment.
Anything. I'm not going to care.

Okay, facebook got badly spammed lately. Haha.
Mummy bought me JIN's dvd!!!! OMGOMGOMG! I was deciding whether to buy BOSS or JIN, in the end I decided to buy JIN. Saw Atsuhime dvd too.. I want to buy too!!!

Anyway, had dinner at a Thai restaurant. Full of spiciness. Gah, my tongue really went numb after all the dishes. But it was quite delicious ^^

This is a very random post. Muahahaha. Talking to Jackson over MSN now. Stupid him keep suaning me Grrrrr...

Nocchi's short hair is damn nice~

There is a reason why I say "temporarily". Well, I think they are kawaii. Sometimes a bit too kawaii. They have an extremely sweet voice which appears to be too cheesy for me. But when you are in the mood for such cheesy songs, you will think that their songs are actually not bad ^^
Fallen in love with them since their appearance in "Himitsu no Arashi chan". OMG CHOCOLATE DISCO IS EPIC LUH! Haha, dancing with Arashi and Aiba is simply HOT. Love how he SHAKES!

Yesterday's outing with Yixian, Michelle, Yixin, Kaiwen, Xi Wen, Jiamin and a few guys was great! ^^
Okay, so we ate at food republic. And prawn noodles reminds me of how retarded I am. Haha.
Went shopping at orchard area. Was praying that it won't rain or else we have to swim pr travel on a sampan. LOL.
Okay, watched "Salt". Don't really enjoy it because I am the only-watch-comedy-movie type. Not interested in action movies.Almost fell asleep during the movie but I can't because the sound effect went "BOOM BOOM BOOM". Instead I stuffed myself with Jiamin's leftover popcorn, and somehow it kept me awake. After the movie went to Isetan to use toilet. And Zijun epicly pronouced Isetan as "eee-seee-ten" HAHA. Damn epic!
Okay, went to yixian's house for dinner! Before that went down her house and played with her sister and two of her friends. OMG THE DINNER DAMN NICE! And her parents were so friendly. Her brother was damn cute and crazy. Now I know why Yixian is so eccentric in school ROFL. And we keep teasing Yixian during dinner. Yixian must seize the chan. Took train home with Yixin, Jiamin and Xi Wen. Talked about a lot of random stuffs haha ^^

Cellist outing next tuesday! K-boxing and fly kite again!! :D Xinni better not fly the kite haha XD

OHMYGOD.

IRYU GETS A THIRD SEASON!!!!!!

It's still a rumour, and I really really hope it's true *crosses fingers and pray hard!!*
And it's like 3 years after the second season, hope people could still remember the story. Oh, I can never get sick of this drama because it is so awesome.
(L) Asada sensei & Team Dragon.
Wonder what kind of challenges they would face.
Awww.. why am I thinking of so much when this piece of news is still a rumour?! Haha.

But Iryu is a very inspiring drama, despite the gross scenes in the hospital. It's a wonderful drama, with awesome cast, fascinating storyline and OST that brings you to heaven~

Anyway, this.

TBA
Date: October 2010, Tuesdays 9.00 pm
Station: Fuji TV
Cast: Ninomiya Kazunari, Karina

TBA
Date: October 2010, Sundays 9.00 pm
Station: TBS
Cast: Oguri Shun, Inoue Mao

My Fall Dramas List is completed now :D

Yr4 seniors "promotion" party, okay, in other words farewell party.
It was meant to be happy, until wanxuan's speech.
True enough, I really feel not secured without the year4 seniors. Not that I doubt the year3s ability, but somehow, it feels weird without Xinni, Pauline, and Jing Ning. The sound of our section suddenly became very.. soft..
I think of how much they have given to us, how much time they devoted to CCA, how much time they spent coaching us, and how much fun times we have together... it was really great.
Well, now, we have to think of how to bond the year1 juniors.
Yeah, year1s, I remember, we were somewhat like them last year.
And it linked me back to the beginning of this year. Haha, how we got tricked to be in ensemble. But it was enjoyable, at least to me it was :)

So now I am part of the committee. Hope I can do really well in it :D
And I've really decided to be hardworking. So jiayou Jeline, you got to BUCK UP!

Girl you're making it tooooooooo obvious.