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![]() YESTERDAY WAS NOT MATSUJUN'S BIRTHDAY!!! Yesterday was 30th July, not 30th August. Blur Jeline D; |
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![]() ![]() I love the BGM!! |
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![]() HELL YEAH. This looks awesome. I love the part when Shibasaki-san rides on a horse, and Nino's eyes are beautiful. |
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![]() First, studies. I think I can't cope anymore. Especially Maths and Science. I failed the assignment, yeah, maths assignment. I feel so damn paranoid during the test today. I'm not doing well in anything! Everyone around me excels in their studies. Me? My results are deteriorating. I wonder, why is it that others can return home so early, while I can only reach home at 7+? I mean, no more concert, no more competition, why am I still in school? Is it because I have too much commitments? I only know I don't have enough time to study, to sleep? My maths assignment? I feel super upset because I did the assignment to 12.30am and I still flunked it. You know how disappointing it is? Why spent so much doing something that you know you will never excel in? I'm screwed, so screwed. Second, Feifei. I'm afraid, I'm afraid that she will leave me soon. She's developing the same symptoms as Shoushou before she passed away. My hamsters are so precious to me. But they have to pass away some day. I swear, the night Shoushou passed away was the worst night I ever had. I was about to sleep and I found out that you passed away. I practically cried the whole night. I didn't even sleep properly. I can never forget Shoushou, the joy she brought to me, and pain. I could vividly remember, how much I feared holding on to your cold body when you died. I regret not spending time with you before you passed away. I knew you were going to leave me soon, but I never thought it would be that night. I am afraid that Feifei will leave me like how Shoushou did. Shoushou, I miss you a lot. I wished you would come back to me, for a day, a day for me to spend more time with you. I am upset, truly upset. I wish people could read my mind. As I've said, I am not a person who shows everything on my face. Neither will I tell anyone my feelings. I'm not an "open" person. I wish someone could really read my mind, realise how stressful I am and comfort me. It's a bit too much. I hope someone will share the burden with me. I'm not a superwoman. I can't be cheerful all the time. I can't be making everyone happy. Why am I always the one who bears such great responsibility? I want to run away, away from the glares of reality. The world is too scary, dangerous. If you didn't realise, the third reason is you. |
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![]() Actually I've been in love with this song since Hotaru no Hikari started. And lately this song just kept stucking in my head haha. The song really describes Hotaru, a girl who gets happy so easily for small things. The lyrics are so sweet! At some point a very tiny, tiny, small wound Opened up in my slumbering heart And what poured out of it Was your name, your strong but gentle eyes, your fingers, your hair It made me notice everything about you First we met, then we talked When did I start wishing the next step would be to touch? Now that this love has been awakened, it won't stop even if I stumble My heart flew faster than the wind, and fell in love with your profile This is so painful for me You are so precious to me That day I unexpectedly found myself in your passenger seat The seat was especially warm And I felt a tickle in my right shoulder I get so tired of waiting on these long days I'm sure it's because I haven't seen you yet Even when times are tough, I know how to shine But it definitely hurts a little How I see your profile every time the phone rings You're always so precious to me When we walked down the road together after the rain Oour footsteps sounded a little different and it made me happy Now that this love has been awakened, it won't stop even if I stumble My heart flew faster than the wind, and fell in love with your profile This is so painful for me You are so precious to me And theme song for "Hotaru no Hikari 2" - Kimi ga Iru by Ikimonogakari!! I love this song too, but probably not as much as "Yokogao", the song needs to grow on me heehee. aah~ the one in my dreams the one that i love, you are here gather up those many lights floating up into that sky so love will shine “what happened?” i asked “i’m alright” you answered because you said so, then surely it’s ok i won’t be confused anymore i noticed a small scratch but i’ll start running in a while but for now that will have to do being a crybaby sometimes uneasiness is stirring up to the midsummer night sky they won’t stop, won’t disappear tripping, falling apart being bothered by it but even so, i’ll just laugh aah~ the one in my dreams the one that i love, you are here i want to be touched by that voice always i softly, softly fill up my ears aah~ this is not a dream i’m counting the heartbeats from my chest gather up those many lights floating up into that sky so love will shine if you walk facing down you’ll run into someone’s shoulder passing each other by i want to find you among the crowd in this messy room there’s a crumpled futon with this mix of emotion i made a depressed face but i’ll show my honest self in a letter aah~ (trying to) become honest become beautiful, the me right now but i believe that you would take me as i am right now aah~ the one in my dreams the one that i love, you are here i want to be touched by that voice always i softly, softly fill up my ears aah~ this is not a dream i’m counting the heartbeats from my chest gather up those many lights floating up into that sky so love will shine |
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![]() And hi everyone too. Okay, after yesterday, erm... the end to my hectic life? Guess life after the competition will be less tiring. The competition was okay, I thought we performed quite well, provided that we only had less 24 hours to memorise the script. Huangqi forgot his lines. But gladly he forgot his lines, if not we would have gone more than 5 minutes. Phew~ Haha. But didn't get into the final round. A bit sad, because I thought everyday staying back until 8+ is wasted, happy at the same time because I can go home earlier now :) And thanks for all the encouragement yay ^^ And my phone was spammed with messages by Jackson. Went to HCI yesterday, and I saw someone's brother HAHAHAHAHA at the bus stop. Nicole will be so excited XD Can you believe I'm watching first season of Hotaru no Hikari? Haha, because I got really excited after watching episode 3 of the second season! Hotaru and Bucho is super cute!! Haha, love the idea of Bittergourd. Their conversations are soooooo epic and cute!~ Hotaru: Bucho, CHUCHU(kiss)! CHUCHU! Bucho: So noisy, let's kiss! Hotaru: *gasp* The last scene when Sakuragi and Seno visits Hotaru's apartment. THIS WAS EPIC ZOMG. Sakuragi: Konnichiwa. Is this Amemiya senpai's house? I'm Sakuragi. Seno: I'm Seno Sakuragi and Seno: KONNICHIWA *Hotaru and Bucho look at each, and spit their drink out at each other's face* ROFL, EPIC |
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![]() I'm tired already. And I don't wish to continue. I'm returning home at 8+ (going to 9) recently because of the competition. You all have no idea how tired I am. Initially I enjoy it, because it's chinese! My favourtie subject, I'm doing something I like, I should be able to enjoy it. But I've given up toooooo many things because of this competition, and I'm really very tired now. Sleeping at 12.30 to complete homework. I'm not a superwoman, I don't have 分身术, I can't possibly seperate myself into different parts for different things. I'm just pessimistic lately, I may not show it on my face, in fact, in my heart, I'm dying to give everything up. One fine day, I'll probably break down, like how I did on my birthday. It's embarrassing. But I can't help it. Right now, the only thing I wished for, is SLEEP. A simple thing. Or should I say, TIME? |
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![]() So, Maestoso Corda II. It was great, even though some parts are seriously screwed. Love Pirates of the Carribean and Encore the most! The sense of accomplishment was overwhelming. Too awesome, that feeling. It may not be the best sound for the past few months, but it's definitely the best performance. And thanks to RVSE, who have made this concert a success! I love RVSE & CELLO! :D Next up will be SC investiture and the competition this saturday. Hectic week ahead. Gah, Jeline jiayou :) Watching "Hotaru no Hikari 2" XDDD In my opinion I think it is quite nice, perhaps better than first season? Hotaru became cuter. Heehee... And Bucho is just... HOT. And Mukai got act lehh!! So I'm definitely watching it. So far I'm not disappointed. Winter and Spring dramas are just.. bleh, kinda disappointing. Hate to say this but it's true. Hope Summer will produce better dramas :) |
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![]() 我觉得我没有必要迁就你的坏脾气。 Seriously I don't know what is your problem.
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![]() Well, I feel really tired today. So damn reluctant to get out of my bed for debate class. Slept for another 15 minutes. I was really really tired. Wasn't really listening in class (and I feel really bad for that). I mean, I'm so tired that I can't even open my eyes widely. Too sleepy. Was up till 11+ yesterday to edit the competition speech. Sighs.. still over 5 minutes. If I edit too much, the story won't be the same. Maestoso Corda II! Can't wait for it to come and go. Okay, some parts are still screwed. Bar 86, you are so screwed. Gahhhh! By the way, next wednesday my schedule will be clashing like siao: Youyuyi, okay, guang bo ban (sorry lazy to type in chinese), from 3 -5pm Science Remedial, 3 - 4 plus CCA from 4 - 7pm crazy timetable. I've got too much commitment. I'm not worry about guangboban, Mr Ho should be understanding enough to excuse me. But problem now is Science Remedial, I'll seriously die for science if I don't go the remedial, but CCA is equally important. Gah! Stucked and Confused D; Concert is like in less than 1 week(so nervous!). Jiayou Jeline and RVSE ♥ |
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![]() I WILL UPDATE, BUT NOT THIS WEEK OR NEXT WEEK.
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![]() I've already said whatever I want to say on Facebook. Now, just let me dedicate this post to people whom I want to thank. First, Cikgu Rohaya. I really want to say a big big SORRY to her, I've caused a lot of problems, like leaving headgears on the bus + spilling glitters all over the place + messing up people's hair... MANY MANY.. But I'm truly glad that we got her as our teacher-in-charge, she is so gentle, so kind, so caring, so funny, so good, so understanding. She knows, she knows that I'm still learning, I'm still making mistakes, she's understanding towards all of us. She doesn't mind us making hell loads of noise in the bus, in fact, she enjoys it and even videotaped it down! She did not scold us when we left the headgears on the bus, she did her VERY VERY best to help us locate the bus. Trust me, she was perspiring like mad when she reached the stadium. She is not our form teacher, yet she did so much for us. Honestly speaking, these 5 days, I've learnt a lot from her, I found my confidence back as a class chairperson. A big big THANK YOU to Cikgu Rohaya! Secondly, guys who have helped me A LOT throughout this Mass Display. Particularly Roy, Jia Jian, Eugene and Feng Xian. I'm not saying other guys didn't help me, but these 4 helped me out A LOT. Very grateful to them. To Roy and Jia Jian, it's not entirely your fault to leave the headgears on the bus, guess after this, you all should be more careful right? Haha. And Eugene, who helps me to gather the class with your LOUD voice, and Feng Xian who helped me to clean the trash and carry the heavy stuffs. Thank you all soooooo muchhh. I really think that you all are very gentleman. I love the 3 cheers for leaders initiated by the guys. I mean, yesterday on the bus, it was really heartwarming~ Thirdly, Mr Soh and all the teachers! Yeah, you all scolded us a lot. But we've also learnt a lot from it. Like discipline. And Mr Teo's words on the bus truly touched me. SYF Mass Display is the experience for us, we must treasure it. Yes, it was the last day and I've never regret :) LASTLY, 2H!!! How can I forget my beloved class? :D (Gah, I dunno where to start!) It's not easy, because I'm both a helper and class chairperson. But you all were so understanding. I know you all call me auntie because I carry the auntie bag and brought toilet rolls... These were the fun memories! :D Eating together + Camwhorring + Screamings + Shoutings + Scoldings + Putting on glitters + Another thing, I felt so touched when I see people performing even though they were not feeling well. I wondered, if it was the previous 2H, there would probably be a lot of people not participating. But I was so glad that all of us still went up to perform! It was depressing but I feel so glad at the same time. Thanks 2H, for making this week such a great week. Oh btw, yesterday was my mum's birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!~
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