Hello this is Jeline Chia. I live in Singapore. Love ARASHI and EXILE totally. Takahiro is so hot. Love kite-flying too! I play the cello and my cello name is Aiba, greatest wish is to own an ARASHI kite. I love hamsters too because they are as cute as me. Extreme drama fan, can't live without dramas. J-pop ftw totally! Not forgetting 6S'08 and 2H'10! RVSE is the love and 5th PSB stays in my heart. Loves to read newspapers but not storybooks. I have short hair but I'm not short heehee :D Pluto loves Jupiter!

499th post, 1 more to my 500th post.
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I believed so many times in myself. I believed that 努力一定会有成果.
But no.
How many times have I tried? How much effort have I put in?
A LOT.
But I can't seem to go anywhere.
I'm still stucked.
I practised hard, very very hard.
You can see the effort, but you can't see the improvement.
拍拍肩膀安慰自己，我有态度。说得难听，我没程度。
This was in one of my competition speeches.
压力该怎么烟消云散？

算了吧，现实就是这样。

I am Jeline. I'm not always optimistic, I'm not always happy. I can't be always smiling, I can't be always entertaining everyone, I can't be doing all the job everytime, I can't be always comforting people, I can't be the best in everything. There are times when I need to break down, there are times when I'm really weak and I need support from people that I can trust, there are times when I need comfort too. I'm not as strong as you think I am. Or in fact, I'm not strong at all. Or is it that, Life is always like that?
If that's so, 那我认命了。

Sorry but today I really don't have the mood to post all the happy stuffs. It would probably turned out to be emo.

Hopefully tomorrow as I wake up, I'll still believe in myself.