或许不是第一次，但却是第一次以成熟的心态面对生离死别。


Yes, I cried. I really did.
From now onwards,

No more fighting sounds from FF & SS.
No more noise in the night
No more fighting of food in the food dish.
No more epic acts.
No more dropping of hair.

If I knew SS were to pass away, I would have spent more time on her. I regret, I really regret. The time I used to spent on fb, blogger... could actually be spent on her.

SS passed away, on 7th May, 11.15pm. She was sleeping peacefully, outside her favourite tunnel. Without any pain, I can see that on her face. I carried her out of the cage, her body was stiff and cold. How I wish I could rewind time. Unfortunately, I couldn't.
I think that FF could actually sense it. She was staying at the area where SS passed away for the whole day. Can sense that FF is actually sad about it. Perhaps she's more sad than us. She lost her dear sister, her dear playmate. Even though they often fight, they have a strong bond. It's weird that animal and animal can have such bonds, but sometimes human can't. FF seemed so lonely now. No one to fight with her, no one to snatch her food away from her, no one to fight with her for sleeping location.

Well... thanks for those who have comforted me. But I probably couldn't absorb anything in. I have not gotten over this. But I'll remember what Yijia and Weina said, think of the happy times spent with SS and treasure time left with FF. And thanks to Yixin, even though you said you failed to comfort, but I feel your sincerity.