Hello this is Jeline Chia. I live in Singapore. Love ARASHI and EXILE totally. Takahiro is so hot. Love kite-flying too! I play the cello and my cello name is Aiba, greatest wish is to own an ARASHI kite. I love hamsters too because they are as cute as me. Extreme drama fan, can't live without dramas. J-pop ftw totally! Not forgetting 6S'08 and 2H'10! RVSE is the love and 5th PSB stays in my heart. Loves to read newspapers but not storybooks. I have short hair but I'm not short heehee :D Pluto loves Jupiter!

RESPECTACULAR FTW!
:D

Even though I'm not part of it, but I feel very proud of PSB.
Jiayou for tmr's final!
We can do it!

Went to support SKM team today. Anyway, I have nothing to do at home, so why not support them? Haha. Didn't want to go at first, because I really have no idea how to get there. Thank god I went, and I really didn't regret.
The performance was really awesome! Cruise and Jett dancing is simply EPIC. ROFL.
I don't know if I can go and support them tomorrow. My mum seems a bit angry because I reached home too late. But I die die must pass my blue skirt to Elysia tomorrow, I've promised her. Haha.
Once again, JIAYOU!

This

You all should read it first. I totally agree with what the users commented on.
Yeah, I admit I used to compare Arashi with THSK. There was a period when I got really obsessed with Arashi and I really hate the Korean craze in JAPAN. And Kaiwen liked THSK, so she kept telling me about all the good things of THSK and it really annoyed me...

But then, it's useless to compare the 2 groups.

“We have never compared Arashi and Tohoshinki. These two groups are Japan’s TOP Star, and they are incomparable because of the differences in their style.”
- quoted from the article

Exactly. But I still prefer Arashi more. I'm just used to it, very used to the way Japanese sings Japanese songs. Therefore, I couldn't accept the Korean accent in Japanese songs. Lately it's getting better, starting to get used to the style. I love Arashi more, probably because they give me the "genuine" feel, as in their appearance and character. I don't know that much about THSK. THSK is alright, not saying that they are fake or what, but I look at them and there is a 距离感. And Arashi seriously deserves the popularity they have now, They spent 1011 years to build up their fanbase. They didn't jump to fame, there was period when the group went through a tough period.

Both groups shine in their own ways. Arashi is the top group in Japan, really the top. But THSK is top group in Korea, and they shine in other asian countries too. I mean, if Johnny promotes Arashi in other countries, I bet they would be shine like how THSK does. But comparing with Arashi is SIMPLY CRAZY. 2 years of concert in Kokuritsu straight; having all their singles at the top 5 places of Oricon chart; topping every charts and surveys. But, honestly, I'm awed by how successful is THSK in Japan. They managed to build a strong fanbase in such a short time.

Therefore, from now onwards, I'll stop comparing these 2 groups, because these 2 groups deserve the amount of respect for their hardwork and their effort to promote Japanese music. They are best of the best.

I think I've changed.
Things change, people around me change.
When I was in primary school, I used to be naive and believe in everything other people say. I was really gullible back then. But at least I feel safe there. I don't bear gurdges in anyone. I don't get angry easily and I don't have mood swings THAT often. Others always say I'm a 天生乐天派. Simply because I enjoy everything I do. But now? It's nearly impossible.

At least, in year 1, I think I'm still the same. But I wonder what really changed me.
中学的确开拓了我的视野。
But then, I realised I became more sensitive. Sensitive to surroundings, sensitive to people's words.
That's bad.

I want to enjoy everything I do.
But at least now I can still laugh from the bottom of my heart.

Aright, I was typing a post on her. And I've decided to delete it.

I'M A RED FAT PIG.
Oink.

Went to Marina Barrage for Geography Project. Yeah, tio sunburn. My skin is RED and painful now. AND MY FACE! ARGH! D;
Camwhorred a lot. Pictures are in Yixin's phone. Must upload hor! Haha.
Yeah, my mood indeed got better today. But then, when I think about tomorrow, I just feel moodless~

So not looking forward to tomorrow, even though it's EnC week.

I lost confidence in myself.

Things will eventually change.
Hoping that things change for the better.
Trying to be optimistic, but, it has obviously failed.

Just want to say sorry to all 2H-ians, for any reasons.
Too many things happened to me lately.
And to mummy, who has really worried about me. Making 泡参茶 for me for like almost everyday. Finished it even though it doesn't taste nice.

I really have no idea what happened to me that caused me to be so restless.
I guess I really need more rest.
After today, I understood the meaning of "desperate".

我只会用“没关系”或“算了”来带过自己的悲伤。
好没用。

Sometimes I think I'm really useless.
Broke down, TWICE.
Well, I'm not angry or pissed at the class, or with Mr Loh's "comments", I'm angry with myself. Yes, like what Mr Loh says, I can't even do simple things like checking forms and collecting them and hand it in to him on time.
Yes, I'm at fault and I need to face the consequences.

Conclusion: My life is screwed, even on my birthday.

Was holding back my tears during class. Finally can't take it anymore. And I was thinking through, should I give up?
Yes, I shouldn't. I'm in the process of learning. I'll give myself one last chance. And hoping everyone will do the same.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!
♥
Thanks for all the birthday wishes on Facebook! Sighs... My inbox is spammed by Yixin, Jiamin and Roy. Because of the "colours of the rainbow" and the class photo. LOL. *Opens inbox* 180. Hello, I just cleared my inbox yesterday. And before that was 306....
And the so-called "birthday trip"after aesthetics was damn awesome XD Ate chocolate cake from Xinni. THANKS XINNI. THAT WAS AN AWESOME CAKE! And played with the Hamtaro 公仔 and the flower. LOL. It becomes HAMTARO FLOWER ASS. LOL.

Yeap, I broke down in class today. Didn't expect it. I was talking and talking and I got so agitated that I cried. Sighs... But it's not the guys' fault. I didn't know what happened to me. And I think everyone was shocked. Sorry... You know, I really hate to use the class managment diary to keep the class in order, because I think it's simply unfair and unreasonable. Today was really ... I think I'm having mood swings bah.

But the birthday song (+sorry-s) after that was awesome. Totally cheered me up. Haha, CAMWHORRING RAWKED TOO! :D

And I really really love YAM CAKE! YAM CAKE FROM ANGIE THE CHOICE IS EFFIN' AWESOME! I love it's a weird choice for birthday cakes, but I just love it (Y). HAHA.

I love 20th May.
♥

Somehow I feel it's more than that.
Yeah, today was a screwed day. Don't wish to talk about it. But at least we got 3rd in the relay. GREAT JOB! :D
Keep up the 2H spirit.
And congrats to the various winning classes!
AND TO MY DARLING 1C: YOU GUYS DID AN AWESOME JOB! YOU ALL ROCK!

Anyway, my injured toe got worse because during netball captain's ball, someone accidentally stepped on my toe. It may not look serious but the pain is somewhat killing me. The black part is like popping out (ewwww).
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I'm feeling unwell now. Damn cold~ and a bit sore throat (guess I shouted too much during 1C's game). Slept my afternoon away after I reached home. Way-too-tired. Lately a lot of people seemed to fall sick. Sighs, take care.

A few more hours and I'll be 14 yrs old. I don't feel anything :x I don't know why. I don't feel "that" excited actually. GAH. I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.

I'd rather not have a holiday if I have to got back to school everyday.
You don't know how much school sucks.
I told my father that I couldn't go overseas with them, do you know how disappointed and frustrated he was? I mean, as a daughter, I feel so useless because I can't even tell him the dates that I have school!
Yes, school. You all teach us about what, FAMILY BONDING during champs. AND NOW, HOLIDAY FILLED WITH ALL SORTS OF SCHOOL STUFFS.
AREN'T HOLIDAY SUPPOSED TO BE FOR US TO REST?!
Yeah, and with all this school work, REST WHAT SHIT? YOU TELL ME.
I know my father wants to go to the Shanghai expo. Yes, I've been trying VERYVERYVERY hard to squeeze out 5 days for them. But my schedule clashes with my sis's. How long have we not go for oversea trip as a family? I know my dad wants that. But because of SCHOOL, it's nearly impossible!
(I'm sorry if this post is offensive, but I wrote this in a frustrated mood.)

Ever since Shoushou's death, I really want to treasure time with my dear ones. If I don't treasure time with them, it would be too late in the future. Who knows, they might just leave me anytime!
School, I'm here begging you. Give us time to bond with out family during holidays!


"i want to exchange time with my dad's smile."

The limping lame cellist that walks as slow fast as a pregnant woman.
Anyway, get well soon. I have experience in this. HAHAHA, all I can tell you is, it took me more than 1 month to recover. Hope it won't happen to you XD
HAHA, CCA was awesome. Limping with Weina and blocking people's way. And bus 174 with the carplate number 9038 is freaking awesome! :D The bus bell is damn cute. Second time taking that bus! Haha, let's spam the bus bell someday again XD

I think I'm superrr EPIC. I was chionging chinese compo after CCA. AND I FORGOT TO HAND IN TO ZHENGLAOSHI. Yes, I only realised it when I've already reached the MRT station.

JIAYOU TO 2H NETBALL TEAM! WE CAN DO IT, AND WE WILL DO IT!

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Haven't really talked to you since last year. But I hope you're still the same.

Hah... another May baby. I know A LOT of may babies, including myself. Sighs... cellomates can't celebrate birthday with me at my house lerh. Because Angeline Chia needs to study for her test the next day. Guess we can only go somewhere else.

And I'm really happy that cello section is so bonded now. It used to be separated, because seniors and juniors practise in different rooms. But now, because ensemble, we are so bonded. Really love the way we are now. Yr4 seniors are leaving us on 20th July (according to what Zhen Zhen says...), I'll really miss them.

(Gah! I gave up loading the first part of ep.5 of SNN!)

Regarding my new blog song, I didn't watch the movie "The Holiday", but I love the song because it's used as one of the Sunao ni Narenakute OST.

"Maestro" by Hans Zimmer.

AWESOME.
BUT, just when I thought the OST of SNN is very nice and original.... I got to knew of this song, and that actually a lot of their OST are not original. Sighs... a little disappointed. But at least the OST fits the drama, I mean, the soundtracks 能让你对此剧产生共鸣. However, IMO, I don't think this drama has the best soundtracks.
Oh, this sountrack, you can the sound of cello very clearly, guess this is one of the reason that I love this song so much. But the main highlight of the song is still the violin. Guess it's always like that, same for orchestra....



HARD TO SAY I LOVE YOU BY WEAVER!

Waited for this song for a very long time. Yep, it didn't disappoint me. The song is really nice.
SO,
WATCH IT BEFORE YOUTUBE REMOVES IT.

Argh.
I bet I can sleep until 12 noon tmr lorh.
Anyway Geography project "outing" is cancelled, so I can sleep till very late tomorrow! Woots!~ I bet my bed misses me :D

I think I'm more and more in love with 2H now. Yes, I agree that the guys in our class are simply irritating, but when you look at them from a different point of view, they are really fun to get along with. Hah.. at least these are my thoughts after becoming a chairperson. AND, the guys in our class are VERY bonded. You can see, 14 boys sitting together during breaks, occupying 3 tables, 多么难得的画面. Not that I'm being biased or what, but I doubt the girls would ever do that. Sighss.. what a pity.

And I agree with what Kaiwen says, I'd rather be a guy in my next life.
- They do things with no motive
- They won't be despise by their family (well... not to all)
And with other reasons which might sound inappropiate here.


Yes, 男人. Lately I'm SOOOOOO traumatised in the MRT train. I'm like surrounded by men! All kinds of men. Sighss... OMG. You don't know how traumatised I am, I feel so insecured luh! Every morning in the train. I need to 克服 this 心理障碍.

Lastly,

I can proudly say, I've gotten over shoushou's death :)
But I'll still miss her.
Anyway,

MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING SOON!

Yatta! :D I can't wait for it~

Yes, morning woke up. Still feeling moodless because of Shoushou's death. And I didn't sleep well because I cried again, yesterday night.
You might think that it's stupid for me to cry over a hamster for 2 days straight. But to me, she really mean a lot. And her death was so sudden. Almost 2 years of memories couldn't be washed away in just 2 days. And whenever I think of her stiff and cold body, I couldn't help but to cry.
Didn't have the mood to celebrate Mothers' Day in the morning. But still, said Happy Mothers' Day to mummy. Guess she was worried about me too. I wonder if Shoushou was celebrating with us or not.
My mood got slightly better in the afternoon. Ate instant noodles with sisters for lunch. And the jokes they made out of the noodles I Eileen cooked really cheered me up. They can get over SS's death in such a short time, but I can't. Like I've said, I need better control of my emotions. Then went for dinner with family. Nice food, nice atmosphere. But I just can't stop thinking about FF. She's alone, in the dark. So lonely, in the past she might have fought with SS over some stuffs. Now, she can't even find someone to play with. "Will she feel scared in the dark?" I kept thinking of this question.
Everything links me back to my hamsters. I've lost SS, so suddenly. I don't want to FF to leave me, without any warning. I really don't want to regret.

Dreams are being swallowed by the waves of the subway
We are tired of same repeating days

Again, today, in the same shoes, we go down the same road

Back then we thought we could fly
We didn't have even one worry
When was the last time we truly laughed from bottom of our hearts?

We cannot blame anyone
Because we already know
Give us courage to change

For us to shine brightly
Let’s get through this time
It can come true though our power of hope
It's okay to cry if you can laugh tomorrow

The film I was watching on a sleepless night
I cried, overlapping the heroine
From when did I get so good at being alone

The reason why I can last until next weekend
I have a friend who listens to my complaints and love stories
The same unchanging friend who gives me energy

I realised when I became an adult
When I realised I could not become an adult
Dreams will not fade

We, who are taking a little detour
Let’s live gently and strongly
You do not need to be ashamed
When you fall, you can get back up

Cramming too much in your heart
Pushing yourself too hard
Some day, all these painful days will be worth something

For us to shine brightly
Let’s get through this time
It can come true though our power of hope
It's okay to cry if you can laugh tomorrow

We, who are taking a little detour
Let’s live gently and strongly
You do not need to be ashamed
When you fall, you can get back up

This is a very nice song! I'm addicted to it, lately. It's very inspiring. Heehee... and MIKA'S VOICE IS DAMN POWERFUL! She has the DIVA voice. And she's one of the female singers that I like a lot. Sooner or later, she's going to replace Ayaka and Utada Hikaru on my list. Now that I think of Ayaka, I really think it's a waste. Sighs... but Japan still have the very good singer. I think AI is not bad (her theme song for "Iryu" is awesome!). And YUI has a very distinctive voice. BUT MIKA'S STILL THE BEST!

CCA WAS DAMN SCARY ><

The 4 yr2s were asked to play in front of Mr Goh. Sighs... Expected luh. Even though Zhenzhen said she didn't sabo anyone of us, it was expected that he will call for us. Screwed fingerings and bowing for bar 23. But my bowing isn't as screwed as Weina's. LOL. Thank god this time round I didn't follow her! ><><

But thank god, Xinni told me that Mr Goh said I'm alright. Pheww. Well.. I really really have to work hard. JIAYOU! :)

After CCA, Yichuan was being random by combining people's name with "WU GUI". And I didn't know how I become gui ling gao. HAHA. Quite nice leh. LOL.

I WANT TO GROW MY HAIR LONG
until the July concert, then I'll cut it short. Because I don't want to use gel when I tie my hair. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Man, I hope Haru and Nakaji won't be siblings.
THIS IS A JDRAMA NOT A KDRAMA!

How dare you delete her photo!

CIP is certainly meaningful.

BUT DEFINITELY NOT THE VIDEO TAKING PART!
>< My mum was actually laughing away when I told her that.

Anyway, I've learnt a lot through this CIP. And that not everyone are so reluctant to donate money. Thanks to all who have donated money!

CCA
I'm so excited about the cellobass chalet! Hope it would be a success, and that juniors would also go. I think our bonding with cello jnrs aren't that strong. Biying, chalet 靠你了.

Yesterday's CCA totally rawk-ed! XD Weina was damn epic. She was drinking water and I was laughing like mad, and then I told her,"I'm laughing now because I want you to spit your water out." AND SHE REALLY DID! And both of us burst into laughter. Huang Qi saw it and he was gave that "I'm disgusted" look. AND I LAUGHED FOR 10 MINUTES STRAIGHT! I din count, but I know I laughed for a very long time. XD OMG... how can Weina be so epic?!

Anyway, GL = Glam Lady, not Guai Lan. XD
I'm a GL.

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