Hello this is Jeline Chia. I live in Singapore. Love ARASHI and EXILE totally. Takahiro is so hot. Love kite-flying too! I play the cello and my cello name is Aiba, greatest wish is to own an ARASHI kite. I love hamsters too because they are as cute as me. Extreme drama fan, can't live without dramas. J-pop ftw totally! Not forgetting 6S'08 and 2H'10! RVSE is the love and 5th PSB stays in my heart. Loves to read newspapers but not storybooks. I have short hair but I'm not short heehee :D Pluto loves Jupiter!

I'M TELLING YOU, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'VE GOTTEN SO ANGRY THAT I REALLY WANTS TO SHOUT OUT THE FREAKING F-WORD AND POINT THAT STUPID FINGER RIGHT IN FRONT OF THEM!


Seriously,I'm damn pissed. IT'S SO UNFAIR TO THE CELLISTS THAT DIDN'T GET TO PERFORM TODAY!I mean,we have put in so much effort. And this is the first time I'm so enthusiastic and serious about playing the cello. And what happened? Not enough chairs; curtains opened too abruptly...ARGH!Now that I think of it, it really pissed me off.

There's suppose to have 12 cellists playing on stage, and in the end,ONLY 6 GOT TO PERFORM as there are only 6 chairs available. I'm not feeling jealous or what, but our efforts, for almost 1 month, had gone down the drain. Just because our so-called "helpers" didn't do their job properly. WTH?! THE CURTAINS ARE ALREADY OPENED WHEN LIKE HALF OF THE PEOPLE IS STILL NOT ON STAGE. And it's not our fault ok. Yi Lin did told us to move faster, and we did. So, we were busy moving our chairs in place. BUT YOU COULDN'T EXPECT US, WHOSE INSTRUMENT IS SO HEAVY AND BIG TO MOVE OUR OWN CHAIRS RIGHT? Then we moved to the back. And, the sound of the cello is rather soft.

Our "helpers" said they did help us to move and arrange the chairs before the curtains were opened. DON'T LIE CAN? I THOUGHT I SAW YOU ALL TALKING AT THE BACKSTAGE. And when the curtains are opened, you all just like disappear in thin air.

Alright, at first, we might still be thinking,"our pieces are very screwed". But when you know that you can't perform on stage, do you know how disappointing that is? And somemore, I really put in a lot of effort in practising these two pieces, it's the first time. And our effort just gone down the drain.

Okay,I might sound really angry in this post. In fact, I AM REALLY ANGRY. I type this post in a very angry mood, so I do apologise if I've used a lot of inappropriate words and language. But this time round, I think you really cannot put the blame on us. We DID move fast. Just that the arrangement of chairs is so screwed! During rehearsal it's screwed, nevermind. However, you wouldn't expect it to be screwed in the actual performance, right? I don't mean to offend our "helpers", but next time can you all just do your work properly, and seriously? We really put in a lot of effort for this performance.

I'm trying very hard to prevent myself from getting so angry. But anger can't be stopped. Especially when you didn't screw your things up, people screw it for you.

But Mr Goh's words did cheer us up a little. It was funny!:D HAHA. And for the rest of the day, I was feeling rather emo and pissed, so do forgive me if I showed you some "black-face".

ANGER OVERWHELMED ME.